 | 61. "Come and
follow me" (Mt
9:9). The apostles gave up everything to follow Our
Lord. Like them, are you going to decide once immediately to
follow Him when He calls? Or, how many times does He have to
call you?
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 | 62. Making a decision will always involve some
uncertainly. Hesitate, ponder over it, but in the end you will
have to make the decision.
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 | 63. Jesus states clearly the drastic measures
that He requires: "If any man would
come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily and
follow me" (Lk
9:23) and "If any one comes to Me
and does not hate his own father and mother and wife and children and
brothers and sisters, yes, even and his own life, he can not be my
disciple" (Lk
14:26). The road to follow has been clearly
defined. The call is clear and unambiguous.
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 | 64. "Go and preach
the Gospel" (Mk
16:15). Our Lord requires of those who dare to accept
this lofty mission a readiness to die, that is, a fearlessness in the
face of death. If we look back at two thousand years of the
Church's history, we can see that in every age and from every class of
people there has never been a lack of those willing to die for the
Gospel.
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 | 65. There are some people who, during their
life, rely on everybody else to make decisions for them. Are you
one of those?
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 | 66. Perhaps you wish to retreat because of
some setbacks, or because you meet some people who cannot endure the
various difficulties and trials which they encounter. But, will
you follow Our Lord or those other people?
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 | 67. Why are you so surprised that there are so
many volunteers who are willing to die and follow the call of Our
Lord? Remember the words of Our Lord, "And
I am with you always, to the close of the age" (Mt
28:20).
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 | 68. Outsiders cannot understand why we follow
the call of Our Lord. They think we are mad, Jesus also was
called mad by Herod (Lk 23:11), and we are proud to share such divine
insanity.
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 | 69. Your decision to follow Our Lord is not
just the "signing of your name",
nor the pronouncing of vows, but it is the continuous day by day
sacrifice involved in carrying out this decision during the whole of
your life.
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 | 70. "We have left
everything and followed You. What then shall we have?"
(Mt 19:27). You
have given up everything to follow Our Lord who is your
protector. Are you still worrying about anything?
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 | 71. Do not be surprised while you are
following Our Lord if you should hear the call of pleasure, of
reputation, of your own body, of parents or of temptation to abandon
this road of Our Lord. Still keep going. Our Lord has
warned us, "No one who puts his hand to the
plough and looks back is fit for the kingdom of God" (Lk
9:62).
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 | 72. "Follow me"
(Mt 9:9). This
call still continues to remind you of your commitment during every
little task that you perform, and your "yes" also continues
until your last breath.
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 | 73. Your response of "yes" is easy,
but look at how Our Lord followed the call right up to his death on
the Cross. Deny yourself, carry your cross every day and nail
yourself to that cross.
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 | 74. Our Lord commands you, "Go
and preach the Gospel" (Mk
16:15). He does not issue the timetable or draw up a
plan. He leaves you to take the initiative and overcome the
difficulties, provided only that you carry the Gospel along with you.
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 | 75. The Second Vatican Council teaches us to
go back to the sources. Rediscover the lives of the apostles,
those people who lived with Our Divine Savior, who listened to Him,
who had personal contact with Him and who were witnesses to Him.
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 | 76. A program which is carried out well
enough, often has to be left unfinished. Some zealous activities
decline into inaction. Some action at a very high level has to
be scaled down to some minor activity. You are upset and
discouraged. But, has Our Lord called you to follow Him or to
follow this work or that person? Leave things to Our Lord; He
will work out everything for the best.
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 | 77. You do not trust anyone else, you do not
delegate work to anyone else, you do not give up your position to
anyone else, you do not give up your position to anyone else.
Are you even more powerful than God Himself.
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 | 78. Why is it that you keep such a personal
hold over this or that work, and why do you not wish to let it go when
the higher authorities wish to transfer you to other duties?
That work belongs to Our Lord more than it belongs to you; it is His
concern.
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 | 79. The moment in which you experience self
satisfaction in your apostolic work is the most dangerous moment for
you. This is when the devil concentrates all his forces to take
you by surprise.
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